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2020

by Caro

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now the whole world is grinding to a stop I think it's still spinning but I can't quite tell I can only see the ground and the flowers that are lying there it's been a long time coming we've spent a long time on our knees now we can stop pretending now we can stop pretending now my days are aimless it reminds me of the summertime in second grade when I counted the hours with hands held in fists out in front of me well my ways were old school and my mom says it feels like the 70s when families washed their cars with soap smoking in the summer haze
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timothée 02:54
they were the first twink in my life two years older than me in high school I know they didn't know my name but when they played their fucking saxophone I think I lost my brain they left for university up in north Philly looking so pretty with their black lipstick on cigarette between their tongue hair pulled back into a bun pouting polaroids and beatnik boys my god that looks like fun timothée you can get away with anything with a face like that oh boy you can get away with anything that you want to anything that you want to and now the world has fallen for you new hairdo why can't us girls pull off a middle part like you? I guess we don't have facial symmetry the way you do now your career is taking off you found a girl but you're queer enough that the DJs up in Bushwick think you're hot stuff timothée you can get away with anything with a face like that oh boy you can get away with anything, anything timothée you can get away with anything with a face like that oh boy you can get away with anything that you want to anything that you want to anything that you want to
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cherry red 01:57
full moon in pisces and my venus is in pisces so let's find something sweet to do in that cherry red jeep my shrink let me know that I smile every time she asks about you cuz you were hiding sight from me you were hiding in plain sight from me
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the sweetest memory of my youth is silent now it held me at arms length as I reached back when she asked what's the best? the most beautiful time of your life? but I can't give myself back to that place again that was years before the end of times came to my doorstep the dreams I had back then have found a different soul to perch upon I've carried on the version of myself is gone but I feel a warmth inside when I'm lying by her side the world amuses me the sun's a little brighter
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wake up inside my body I've never felt so alive between the hours of 7 and 8 AM what should I do now? I've already read two books and mastered a Beethoven song and walked three miles around the block but I can feel my heart beat I can feel my heart beating mania in quarantine is more than I could ever dream I don't need to eat or sleep i've got complete control of my body this is a big step cuz last week i truly never ever thought I would feel better and blamed it on the weather when I couldn't find the energy to get out of my bed but now I feel my heart race now I feel my heart racing mania in quarantine is more than I could ever dream I don't need to eat or sleep I've got complete control of my body
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shame shame body shame open up feel the knife shut back down again hey girl, what on your mind? you don't know can't form the words can't make the time as your house came crashing down your feet couldn't find solid ground so you ran for cover on the weekends to a corner of the world where you could pretend that nothing had ever changed we'll climb the walls that you built alone we'll wish your demons well and let them go you held them for a long long long long time you held them for a long long long time shame shame body shame open up feel the light shut back down again hey girl, do your thing cool your heart keep your head but let them loose someday cuz you were living just to make it through so you buried your teeth and your tears and your pride and your youth and your poetry, fallen trees, heroes, and glimpses of truth stowed away beneath the moss, the rocks, the roots but darlin, you made it we'll climb the walls that you built alone we'll wish your demons well and let them go you held them for a long long long long time you held them for a long long long time we'll climb the walls that you built alone we'll wish your demons well and let them go you held them for a long long long long time you held them for a long long long time
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I'm finding peace of mind now I've lost a daily commute cuz I'm using that new piece of time feeling out my feelings for you as I walk mile after mile in my worn out shoes black and white laces far out of town to the end of the line where the bus one ran before we hid in place and the city shut down I'm losing a sense of time thank god I found an angel who take me out of my mind I rest my eyes and feel the light on the side of my sun-kissed cheek I hold my breath at the sight of a familiar cherry red jeep heading my way down strawberry st it's not the first model and make to cause my sensitive heart to beat before it was a black toyota from the boy before you and a white mini van from an earlier man but girl, this is something new girl, I've never seen eyes so blue that bring my heart to a standstill I'm losing a sense of time thank god I found an angel who take me out of my mind
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reminiscing on a time when I didn't overthink it all knowing me that wasn't real it's a nice thought though life of Pablo roll it real slow on a friend of a friend's back porch they're dancing inside we're out laughing in the cold with our middle fingers up to our fake Ivy League state school they raise the price on us and raise the price on us and raise the price so we give them hell but we're not there anymore now there's no one to answer for the shit that drives us made in the world the shit that drives us now there's a parking lot where the old Lucky 7 used to be our run down high school spot full of racing hearts and fake IDs we're not those kids anymore we'll never be those kids again no we'll never be those kids again now my girls are leaving for the west coast to the land of golden gate kisses and sunlit boulevards to the land where the Richmond US dollar won't get you very far in my hand they're holding a piece of my heart and I know it's time to find out who we are and I know this town won't get you where you're going to and I know we won't forget our matching scars and I know, and I know and I know it's time to find out who we are and I know this town can't get you where you're going to and I know we won't forget our matching scars and I know, and I know

about

The first song Caro remembers writing was an ode to her late cat, Ginger, at the tender age of 15. Ever since, she’s turned to songwriting as an emotional outlet and search for mental clarity. Her introspective lyrics navigate the journeying mind of a twenty-something-year old, queer femme living in the modern world which she think of, at times, as a late-stage capitalistic hellscape. Aspiring only to dreaminess, Caro’s sound features wandering guitars, drums loops, and lush vocal harmonies that call back to her time as an alto 2 in her middle and high school choirs.
In the spring of 2020, quarantined in her apartment in Richmond, VA, Caro spent the time she wasn’t goose-watching in her local park or giving herself bangs creating her first album. 2020 is a reflection on this moment in time both historically and personally. It also serves as a love letter to her friends and family.

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released June 15, 2020

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Caro Richmond, Virginia

Dreamy, dazy, and disillusioned.

Making music in my bedroom

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